rebirth

i've been living an evolution, both of character and of my online life. my character evolution is less interesting and mostly to be saved for my super secret journal that only godfrey and i have access to. godfrey is my cat... everyone needs to know this as he is the singular most important person in my life and i'm getting a tattoo to commemorate him, even though he's still alive.

to describe my online evolution, let us begin at the beginning. i cannot remember the site name, but my blog mostly consisted of inside jokes and stupid 16 year old insights. it was started out of jealousy towards an elite group of kids at my school. they paid money for a special website where special people blogged. mine didn't compare.

the next phase of my evolution was to infiltrate their blog. i succeeded, oh did i succeed. i mostly just piggie-backed on my bff who started dating the site host. the other bloggers were none-too-happy about the recent additions, but i proved myself a worthy blogger and an awesome person, so the complaints didn't last long. that blog mostly consisted of talking about cats, spit and parties.

i finally feel like a butterfly, or a bonobo. probably a bonobo. i have a grown up blog as a mostly grown up person. maybe i'll cultivate my interests and blog about something that will take me to international fame.

the future is open, i am the possibilities.

i'm back. fuck me like i'm dead.